Sorry For Not Updating Lately

I am so fricking busy with my preparation for final exam which will be held next week...

I hope that i will achieve what my family wants me to get, the possible yet difficult Dean's List award for this current semester. I know if I try hard I can do it insya-Allah. Papa, Mama, Kak Ina, Kak Pang and Kak Ita, wish Lan the best ok! (Suddenly emotional HAHAHAHA...). I love all of you wand I will try hard to ensure that this sem I AM GOING TO GET DEAN'S LIST!!..

What a 'Great' Week...

I am going to have 4 tests on the same week, starting from today onwards, I will have one tests for today, 2 tests tomorrow and 1 test on Wednesday.

My schedule for this week:


25 April 
SPDB 9pm - 10pm

26 April
CEFM 2pm - 4pm
IMSE 5pm - 6pm

27 April
EG 12 pm - 1 pm

Looks like less gaming, more studying..

Not a Good Day....

I messed up my Material and Energy Balances Test 2....All thanks to my careless of not having to return back to my room 5 minutes before test starts, all thanks to my carelessness of leaving the Psychrometric Chart at my room. For those who doesn't know what is a bloody psychrometric chart.  This is it. It looks hard to be analyzed and read but actually it is not.



I don't know why I can mess up that part... The answer was so obvious... Well, what can I do. It's fate... Just pray hard that I wont be getting any marks lower than 15 marks for the test... Or else DIE LOH!!!!

Well, tomorrow is Islamic Studies test. Well I didn't even touch this subject... yet... I am going to start studying that subject after this post (I guess...)...

MEB + IS = DIE!

Seriously I am going to die next week.... I have two test waiting to slaughter me as I didn't even start studying for the test. Seriously on Monday and Tuesday, I am going to study HARD (and smart too), since I didn't have classes going on those days!

Tests next week:
1) MEB (It's easy IF you do lots of practice which I rarely do)
2) Islamic Studies (I already surrender on this subject)

Well wish me luck... I don't want to repeat subject during the precious four months holiday.... I want those holidays to be spent with playing games and being with my family.

P.S Sorry for not updating much lately...

Graduated From Foundation (Finally!)

As usual, we undergraduate students who did foundation in UTP will have a foundation graduation ceremony. But for our case, we have foundation graduation a year after we completed foundation... HOW LATE CAN OUR GRADUATION BE!. Foundation graduation was organized by Foundation and Applied Sciences Student Ambassador (FASSA). Well as usual, graduation will start with all those speeches from Rector (Currently known as Vice Chancellor of something something... Not sure though) and also Head of Foundation and Applied Sciences. Then, according to department, we will receive the certificate from our honorable Rector (I stick to Rector as it sound shorter). Well, to be honest, I MISSED MY OPPORTUNITY TO BE ON STAGE THANKS TO MY IGNORANCE (Sorry Johan, you missed your chance to be a star).... But at least I got my certificate right, that is the most important part of all....

To my shocking, I got TWO certificates instead of one, one in English and one in Bahasa (I don't get it). Dual language much? Why don't you combined those two exactly same certificates into one certificates, reduce paper consumption by half.... (Save the environment!)  

After then I went to eat at outside for FREE! (Bihun + Donut + Watermelon + Syrup made my STOMACH FULL!)

P.S Sorry for the bad quality of picture. 

I don't have money to buy "THE ASS ELL ARE" or even digital camera.

Final Exam Is Approaching, But.....

Final exam is approaching, but my mind doesn't seem to be ready. That incident still hurts me badly that I couldn't focus on my studies lately. My previous weekend is the worst weekend ever. I didn't even touch a book on those 2 days which are vital for me as I need to study or else my final exam result will be in grave danger. I know it's not easy to forget things that hurts you badly but I hope that my spirit to live will come back to me when I need it.

Do You...

I don't know why all of a sudden we have to be fighting for some ridiculous reason.

It is just a small matter that you make it so big until we fight. 

I gave up trying to please you by saying sorry, because you never even care about all my feelings.

You never even have the initiative to accept me as who I am.

You never try to understand me.

But the real fact is do you ever say sorry to me when you hurt me and insult me?. 

Do you ever think about what am I feeling when you hurt me.

Do you ever feel guilty whenever you insult me?

I am done trying to act like a friend that you want to have.

I am done of all those insults and pain that you ever did to me.